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amareee
04 June 2014 @ 03:43 pm
its so weird going through this LJ back to high school days and i was worried about photography exams and boys...here i am today worried about essays and boys... i've come full circle in 5 years.
who knows maybe i'll start writing fic again.

i'm a dorkCollapse )
 
 
Current Mood: dorkydorky
Current Music: you me at six
 
 
amareee
27 March 2014 @ 08:39 pm

10 secrets




- Only one person in the world knows my one true secret that i'm okay with not telling anyone else
- I want to date a girl
- I don't want children
- I find it hard small talk extremely hard
- I haven't told my best friends about something that matters alot to me
- You're too far away
- I'm scared of sucking at uni
- I want to bang my housemate so badly
- I want to push him up against the wall and make out
- I miss the thrill of it



9 loves


- books and tv shows
- the snow
- hot beverages
- internet
- travel
- family
- music
- my friends
- calvin



8 fears


- getting old
- getting fat
- getting pregnant
- spiders
- ghosts
- going nowhere
- being forgotten
- breaking bones



7 wants


- money
- my housemate like damn
- a car
- winter
- my hair to grow just a lil bit more
- new friends
- to get overseas


6 places you want to go


- Canada
- London
- America
- Switzerland
- Perisher
- New Zealand





5 foods


- shapes
- noodles
- cous cous
- cheese
- meat (I am a caveman. MEAT)



4 books


- Harry Potter
- The Mortal Instruments/The Infernal Devices
- Vampire Academy
- Percy Jackson





3 films


- Frozen
- Fight Club
- Hot Rod





2 songs


- Taste In Men - Placebo
- Bondi St Blues - The Amity Affliction





1 picture of yourself

2014-03-05 14.31.11
 
 
Current Location: newy
Current Mood: contemplativecontemplative
Current Music: placebo
 
 
amareee
23 March 2013 @ 09:17 pm

I'm pretty much just using my LJ to vent about my life right now basically because I haven't used it in years and I don't expect anyone to actually see this, so.

I wouldn't bother reading if I were youCollapse )

 
 
amareee
05 February 2011 @ 04:24 pm
h-m-a-s-lookback.tumblr.com

:)
 
 
Current Mood: hothot
Current Music: gaga
 
 
amareee
10 January 2011 @ 12:13 am
 I'm feeling all myspace nostalgic, so I'mma post a meme quiz thing. hooray.

also, I'm working on a  new jalex; anchors just kinda faded out. sorry to whoever was reading it.

and I really want to do a ferard or waycest when I find the motivation. I love mcr again, just listened to 3 cheers 3 times in a row. wowzer/




10 secrets

- I still love him.
- I'm scared I actually like the town I live in a tiny bit. I want to hate it forever.
- I stopped believing anything my dad says.
- there's one person nobody knows I kissed.
- I lied about how I got that.
- I lied to you. a lot.
- I haven't been properly happy since the end of 2009
- I don't really like my family
- I just really want to know how people would react if I died. But I don't want to die :)
- I enjoy being a heartless bitch.

9 loves
- the snow <3
- coffee
- carmex
- the internet
- alcohol
- cigarettes
- lust (kissing, cuddling, fornication)
- music
- my friends

8 fears
- spiders
- ghosts
- the dark
- that he'll forget about me
- being pulled over by the cops
- being attacked
- getting pregnant/an STD
- growing old

7 wants
- him.
- serious cash $$$
- to live in Sydney already, fuck this place
- a Starbucks or Muffin Break to just kind of be really close to where I live. Like next door. I wish.
- to earn some hard dollars and actually get to Canada next year
- Joseph Gordon-Levitt
- weed

6 places you want to go
- Canada again
- London
- Amsterdam
- Melbourne again
- America again
- Hot Damn! every thursday of my life!! And all the other Destroy All Lines clubs, fuck yeah.

5 foods
- curry fuck yes
- noodles
- sushi
- burgers
- cabanossi, just because new years was fucking hilarious.

4 books
- harry potter series fuck yeah
- georgia nicolson series
- darkly dreaming dexter
- the perks of being a wallflower

3 films
- fight club
- donnie darko
- anchorman
yeah, I'm unoriginal, but I saw them before they were cool, okay?

2 songs
- There is a Light That Never Goes Out - The Smiths
- Degausser - Brand New
they're what I'm listening to rn out of fifty fucking billion.

1 picture of yourself


but i don't actually wear glasses.


that was fun.
 

 
 
Current Mood: boredbored
Current Music: my chemical romance - three cheers for sweet revenge
 
 
 
amareee
16 December 2010 @ 11:58 pm
 goddamn vampires just get me all hot.
DAMON FUCKING SALVATORE, I CAN'T EVEN-


hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhrrrrrrrrrnnnn

 
 
Current Mood: crazycrazy
Current Music: forgive durden
 
 
amareee
22 November 2010 @ 04:26 pm
 I'M SO HAPPY I COULD DIE.

BRYN IS GONE, OUT OF MY LIFE FOREVER! I DO NOT LOVE HIM. WHAT A COMPLETE CUNT, I HOPE I GET THE CHANCE TO TAKE OUT KARMA-STYLE REVENGE ON HIM ONE DAY.


In other news,
DANGER DAYS: THE TRUE LIVES OF THE FABULOUS KILLJOYS
is fucking amazing, and MCR have made me so so so so so so happy.

killjoys, make some noise!
Also Dexter omg omg omg Dexter omg.
And I get to road trip to see my sister, Chad, Matt and Lucas next week!
Lucas you beautiful, beautiful boy I can't wait :3

And 4 of my besties are coming home for summerrrrrrr, it's not going to be a ghost town! hurrah!
And I'm going to Soundwave to see BMTH, Amity, Breathe Carolina, 30STM, Mayday Parade and Ataris!

so all in all, life is fucking sweet, and I'm going to update my story tonight.
YAY FOR GAY BOYS.
 
 
Current Mood: giddygiddy
Current Music: my chemical romance - danger days
 
 
amareee
18 November 2010 @ 09:50 pm
 our romantic notions and fantasies
withheld in the stars
are as unrealistic as ever
but as perfect as the night sky.


i can't live with myself, so stay with me tonight.Collapse )
 
 
Current Mood: distresseddistressed
Current Music: don't go - bring me the horizon
 
 
amareee
12 November 2010 @ 07:51 pm
Title: White Sparrows S/A
Author: x_cheapnovelty  
Pairing: Alex Gaskarth/Jack Barakat
Rating: M
Summary: misery got the best of Jack
Warnings: suicide
Disclaimer: imaginary
Dedications: my own alexander
Author Notes: i needed to get my misery out of me and onto a word document.


as lead rains, we'll pass on through our phantoms
 
 
Current Mood: gloomygloomy
Current Music: fireworks at dawn - senses fail
 
 
amareee
09 November 2010 @ 12:06 am
Title: Anchors - Chapter 5/?
Author: x_cheapnovelty   
Pairing: Alex Gaskarth/Oli Sykes, Sykecest
Rating: NC-17 indubitably 
Summary: Oliver is a violent and horny little fuck.
Warnings: Incestual homoerotica, boykissing, fluff, "fuck"
Disclaimer: Incredibly imaginary
Dedicationsverymuchalivex  but she needs to mufasa :3
Previous Chapters: one two three four
Author Notes: Hooooraaay, Alex is back, and they're all wearing suits and ties. Delicious.



seems like foreverCollapse )
 
 
Current Mood: exhaustedexhausted
Current Music: the amity affliction - i hate hartley